#11
I'm back. *everyone goes crazy of pure joy and excitement* Dah. I know.
Looking at my bookshelf I think I need another one. And I need to read some books. I miss reading books. It's a privilege to be able to open a book and just disappear in its world, letting go of and forgetting about my own reality for a while. Amazing!
Hm. From today I'll start a new life. Doing it for me only. And if I want ice cream one day, I'll eat ice cream. BUT! (I love that everything includes a "but") - if I do eat that ice cream or that snack, I'll have to exercise for at least 1 more hour the day after. And when I have done something good and want a treat, I'll take an apple or walk an extra 30 minutes, or something like that. (Rewards like these are great!) So hey ho, let's go!
I'm pretty sure I've met the love of my life. He has got that little something, that extra, you know........... thing.
If you have ever been in love you know what I'm talking about here. Bazinga!
Every word he says I pick up, carefully, and put it in my heart forever. Lock it up so they can never escape. For those who haven't heard his voice... oh boy you've missed something so sweet and tender.
This whole thing about love has open my eyes and I think I'm a little more open about things, such as how I feel about people. Or something... Yes. It has made me realize that I don't have to be embarrassed to tell people how much I care about them. And that love doesn't have to feel like butterflies and sweet, sparkly fairytales all the time. Real love goes deeper than that. For good and for bad.
It has also made me go a little cheesy, especially when it comes to music. Hah. Shane, particulary Shane, will notice this (perhaps) when he gets my verylatechristmasgift ...
Enough about that already! ...just want to point out one last thing... I love Shane! ;*
P.S. DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO PUT A FREAKIN' YOUTUBE VIDEO HERE?? I've forgotten. Bo-ho.
