#13
like naked trees without their leaves,
when birds flee from us
the flood turns into ice,
the sun hides behind thick clouds
and can't break through, to you
nothing to gain, nothing to loose
maybe i've been too strong for too long
now my walls are falling down, down
can't breathe, can't scream
you've got me
like a child need its mother,
like the moon needs the sun
you've got me
when birds flee from us
the flood turns into ice,
the sun hides behind thick clouds
and can't break through, to you
nothing to gain, nothing to loose
maybe i've been too strong for too long
now my walls are falling down, down
can't breathe, can't scream
you've got me
like a child need its mother,
like the moon needs the sun
you've got me
#12
Still don't know if I should go to that STUPID prom or not. I know I'll regret it whether I go or not. Bleh. It's getting on my nerves.
*Singing* "Ich liebe Deutsche-land, ich liebe Deutsche-land..." I love German(y)!
(...speaking of nothing) I want to work as a volunteer in either Austria or Germany. India would be rather cool too. Or Ireland. Or Africa... When I've graduated, of course. To be honest I'd rather spend my money on helping other human beings than on a gown and go to that stupid prom.
Another thing I've got on my mind right now is people. I just have to get this out of me, once and for all. Sometimes I just don't get people. And I'm sure people don't get me sometimes either. I get so frustrated and don't know what to do about it. Just want to shake them so they'd wake up and start to see what I see. It's so awkward with some people right now and I don't know what to do about it. Should I just let it go on, or should I do something about it? Gah. Right now I wished that I could start living life as a hermit. Say good bye to the social world, crawl up in a deep, cold cave and then stay there. Maybe come out in a few years when people have forgotten about me, so I could start a brand new life. Like pop up from nowhere and say: Hi there! Here is the brand new Jen, eager to live and learn (please note the smile which goes from ear to ear)!!...
*Singing* "Ich liebe Deutsche-land, ich liebe Deutsche-land..." I love German(y)!
(...speaking of nothing) I want to work as a volunteer in either Austria or Germany. India would be rather cool too. Or Ireland. Or Africa... When I've graduated, of course. To be honest I'd rather spend my money on helping other human beings than on a gown and go to that stupid prom.
Another thing I've got on my mind right now is people. I just have to get this out of me, once and for all. Sometimes I just don't get people. And I'm sure people don't get me sometimes either. I get so frustrated and don't know what to do about it. Just want to shake them so they'd wake up and start to see what I see. It's so awkward with some people right now and I don't know what to do about it. Should I just let it go on, or should I do something about it? Gah. Right now I wished that I could start living life as a hermit. Say good bye to the social world, crawl up in a deep, cold cave and then stay there. Maybe come out in a few years when people have forgotten about me, so I could start a brand new life. Like pop up from nowhere and say: Hi there! Here is the brand new Jen, eager to live and learn (please note the smile which goes from ear to ear)!!...
